nowadays everything i do seems to be wrong. it's either i'm accused of being wrong, am really wrong, or feel that i myself am wrong. wrong. wrong.

take my recent composition for the commonwealth essay. i am pretty sure that the topic hinted at a more reflective expository writing so i wrote it from my own point of view but no, i'm now in band 4 (50%-60%) range because i wrote wrongly and my sentence structure sucks?! for the personal record, i take great pride in my sentence structuring and i must admit that i only do fail in my english vocabulary bank which seems to have never improved much in secondary school life.

take council, for instance. i seem to be doing and have done wrong things last year and this year. the speech! oh c'mon mr.aw,mr.chua and mr.lim, if you all were that free and that good at speaking impromptu and unprepared, then go and speak la. i feel that i did a satisfiable job in lieu of the time i was given the presentation materials (10pm the night b4) and the favour that i'm doing for this council. thanking me should be the way to go and encouraging me to improve my impromptu skills would be what i count on in exco members, though i'm sure most of the members just KOU3 YING4 XIN1 RUAN3. more on that sometime later.

take my recent series of late sleeping, just like what i'm doing now. late sleepin @ 11pm is obviously acceptable to myself, but not acceptable to my grandma. i can understand that but i need my freedom, i'm not being unfillial, but i really just hope for my freedom in my actions during this time i can spend at home. it's not everyday that i spend 4 hours slacking.

i'm now wrong for blogging. life's tough. sorry if this was too depressing, my eyelids are really dropping and can hardly open =X

'baifeng
cos it's you and me

whee! it's been a very very long time since i last blogged. i've been rather busy, be it managing my homework or making sure that icouncil functions fine. would like to first thank all those who've been participative and appreciative of what icouncil has been doing! =D without your support, alot would never have been a near-failure success! xD. let's do a short recap (esp. since i'm now deputy president in charge of welfare!!) :

1)there's ilounge.
- the improved version of the students' lounge '05 in cr8
- (usually) conducive environment for studying (or kicking soccer) in
- constant peer support
- computer usage guaranteed! and
- most imptly, a brilliant start-off point for iLounge '07

2)n ileague
- brainchild of zacklsj, finished off by me during T3 EOTA
- simple yet powerful and attractive idea
- needs so much more, it CAN be so much more.
- everyone had fun! (and that's what rly matters lol)

3)oh iSpark Nite =)
- essential end of year party
- an evening/night of enjoyment, great fun.
- showcased the drama/vocal talents within us (rmb animal farm, graduation song and the s4 plays)
- farewell s4s.

4)et EOTAs/EOYA
- mini-events for pure relaxation.
- brief analysis =D
         - t1 eota: screwed. that's it.
         - t2 eota: excitingly déja vu.
         - t3 eota: we had our goals.
         - t4 eota: zhai variety. yeah.

there's just a tiny bit for how we're gonna start off 2007.

2007

-ilounge improved. (new coms, newspaper rack.)
-ileague refined. (more detailed planning =D)
-events galore! (more inter-term events)
-and we're constantly on the outlook for more innovative/interesting ideas.

feel that i've blogged alot about icouncil welfare during this post lol. =D let's continue with...

HC INVESTITURE '07. crescendo. 升.

i'm really very excited about our council investiture this year. maybe it's cos i'll be part of the exco and i'll be taking part in the council item. =D

it's really just too breathtaking. let me get my breath back. *inhales deeply til face turns to deep shade of magnenta* xD.

wells, council invest will be taking place this wed =D and we get to skip lessons on the day itself! woot. and and and. this year youth flying club had 84 people signing up for it! record man. that was so totally random. hahas.

that being said, i'll introduce my new/old-but-back teachers.

English: Mrs. Yong. she's really someone i've known since s1 - english drama. teaches rather well and interests the class with very good ideas to spice up english! o i can remember this afternoon lesson, for 40 minutes, we were just discussing about some of our interesting stories to present to the class, and she also came up with quite a good "memorable" experience! i mean it that, she isn't slacky and she has a pretty understanding character. for now, at the very least. xD.

Chinese: Mr. Yang. really a character man. he's the teacher ic of cdc so he's chao chao drama. on the first lesson, he already used a very expressive face, coupled with a comprehensive learning structure from 4 simple words: 听说读写. he manages to bring them to life, i guess. but with the introduction of yazhou zhoukan, comes great terror within all of us that we'll probably fail chinese cause we sleep during that particular reading. =S

Maths: Mdm. Tham. lol, another teacher i actually know since last year. she was innovation prog. teacher i/c and someone who helped me alot. rather responsible and goes quite systematically at a good learning rate. though i've never been taught by her before, she strikes me as someone who is pretty good at organising time and works very very according to the book, unlike kevin cheng. and she's pregnant =X fourth child liao. totally random.

Biology: Mr. Lee. with the loss of kevin this year as an interesting literature teacher, we've the perfect replacement! =D leefy's jokes ALOT, and i mean it. as a biology teacher, he manages to inject humour and laughter into seemingly ridiculous jokes! and he's a good time waster. 20 minutes total each lesson spent on talking about "enrichment". enrichment? oh, just the talk about fantastic animal relationships (think chick-anaconda) on youtube and the like. hahas. i like it.

Chemistry: Mr. Loh. justin loh, completely devastating. =D cheerful, nice guy.

Physics: Mr. Chia. heard from himself that he just entered hc last july. he's very very practical, i could see him becoming a mathematician. even though he's middle-aged, he's a very frank and just a teacher who teaches what he needs to. no other words said. more to come from him i expect, but with him around, physics is not as boring already =D. oldie but goodie. XD.

IHC: Mr. Chng. yay, melvin's another teacher i knew since s1, he's edc teacher ic too! =) his teaching is very good, i can understand that he really knows his stuff. btw, we're learning geopolitics this year, that's international studies and singaporean politics. guess i'll get to know alot more about the world outside singapore, how countries co-exist. speaking of such, people keep commenting that he's incomprehensible but i actually can understand what he's saying. maybe i should've opted for humanities prog. o.0

IHE - Geo: Ms. Yap. she's a teacher i know to be in charge of sjab. that's st.john ambulance brigade. she seems to be quite in the know about the current trends and how the world is developing, which is something i would expect from a geography teacher. a brilliant storyteller who seems to have alot of experiences to share regarding Indonesia, Malaysia and Phillipines. from my inference, she travels quite a fare bit, is rather observant and has a relatively good memory. bien.

to type this, i took nearly an hour. =D haven't felt so high about blogging for so long. if i've the time, i'd go on windows live msgr to chat! but i don't. no decent s3 does. wahaha shall end with my list of committment.

SCHOOL. smrp. smp. mpp. bio. third lang. PROJECTS. literature. smrp. EP3. edc. yfc (vicechair). maths quiz. LEADER. icouncil dep. chair (welfare). angles ot.

"but i love being occupied." see ya.

'baifeng
once in a while. =D 

really very busy nowadays especially with a whole pile of homework on the first three days so i'm going to close my blog for quite a while til a time when i feel free to blog.

so..

see ya.

of course i haven't abandoned my blog yet i'm just slowly turning into an actively dormant blogger. =.= hahas. have currently been very very busy cause my aunt's and her family's been over from sunny new zealand so have been visiting alot of places with her. =D

school's starting in like two, maybe one day more, (though it would be safer to say i have one day left to school) so have to rush alot of last minute work for iCouncil and guess what? my nyaa's still uncompleted. must chiong ar! surprisingly, in a mock stockwhiz competition with real figures from the singapore stock xchange, my group is "one of the tops" according to the organising teacher - quite a surprise considering we lost big money dabbling in petty stocks! =)

oh ya, and a...

Happy New Year ! 2007.

see yas.